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3/12/2007 Friends for...a Reason...Season...or a LIFETIME..Someone send this to me...in my EMail…and after I had read it I exactly knew why we(she and me) did come in each other’s life….Read on...........it’s a Strange Truth….But something you surely can Relate to...and Once you have read it...Think about it... When someone is in your life for a SEASON:- Its mostly because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.! It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant . If there is even a slightest truth in this COSMIC ENERGY called Freinds for Reason..Season..Lifetime....then Now I understand........of all the friends I have made in so far....what was my purpose inthere life....or theres in mine....Why Some stayed...while Some walked away.... 3/9/2007 Too much time has passed...Too much has happened...(Gosh I have forgotten how to upload blogs here...) Its been ages now...that I got time to do this.. So what has happened in my life...since last i blogged....... Just too Much and I have lost track of most of it….but here is just gist.. Have been slogging my assoff...at Work....Resulting in a nice Promotion and a fancy Raise...Got my Passport stamped "IN & OUT" all over Europe...Met Many interesting people....Learnt how they look at Life....Adapted to there ways....Taught them my ways... Rekindled Old Relationships.....and have vowed to make it work... Pushed Away...the Ones which were going no where....after trying and trying… Have Stood by..some...and have been stood up by some... Either ways have enriched on the idea of how people truly can be... Not yet completed my Academic Project...(Aissatou I promise I will by April end) And Not yet Thought of Quitting the same… Found myself to become a different person…to that I once was... Yet have not lost my Sensitivity...(someone once told never to...or I would be walking zombie) ........Read few Nice Books...Received few Nice Gifts...Joint a Gym...and never been even Once...Gained 8kgs...without any regrets.. Well that’s the max I can think of...now (somethings I don’t wanna write about here...few family folks reading it) Until I write again...I have missed some of my Fellow Bloggers..Will Drop by soon. LIVE FOR TODAY....FOR TOMORROW MAY NOT COME... 8/28/2006 Ain't Got No...I Got LifeThis is it….I am being unreasonably...cranky................I think everyone deserve a fair trail and lead a life as they want.....We all are Responsible for our own Actions...When we walk a path that has a Dead End...why Blame the path...We could have chosen another right from the beginning....If I am losing my Sense of Reasoning...going Insane...It is no one else but my Fault.....Yes I know Some People are Unfair...but then how many have we been Fair too...Yeah I know...Some People Use us..and Abuse us...Well but may be it is the other way around…..May be we were Using and Abusing them….and they have been taking us all this while…because they cared…the sooner we Learn…the Better for us…If you still think they are that way…then why let such people...come close to us...As of now.....My Work is important...My upcoming Projects are important…My mom is important…My brother is important…My sisters are important....Our life is Important...My closest friends are important… I am going to love them...as they are...(Although I just hope some can make some improvisation and put in more effort…)There is no point Cribbing and Crying about the Spilt Milk....All you need to do is...clean the Mess and.....Move on...or it will stains...which are stick to clean..I love you...and I dont need to be influenced by anyone...and...I love them...and I dont want anyone to tell me how I should love them..not…you..or them...Until then... Ain't Got No....I Got Life... Yeah once again....its Nina Simone...who Inspired the world.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IjDJ4P3aoLM Hear it....Watch it...Sing along....(Aissatou.....C'est pour Vous....Tu et ma Nina....Je t'aime beacoupe) Ain't got no home, ain't got no shoes Ain't got no father, I got my mother Ain't got no earth, ain't got no streets But there is something I have got…there is something I have got…There is something I have got.. I got my hair on my head I got my tongue, I got my chin I've got life, I’ve got loves I got a headache, and toothache, I got my tongue, I got my chin I got my arms, I got my hands I've got life, And I am gonna keep it…long as I want it I got my hair on my head I got my tongue, I got my chin I got my arms, I got my hands I’ve got life… 8/24/2006 For A While....for a While...therez so much happened in my life since my birthday(11thJuly) these year...
so many truths that revealed...so many new decessions....so many lies....
so many new things I gained...so many old hands I leave behind...
so many people to get over with...so many new choices to choose....
so many wounds to heal...so many new destinations to meet....
so many pain to forget....so many riddles to solve...so many new journeys to see...
so many things to say...so many manys....but just For a While....
For a While...I am not over you...For a While...
Well I guess Nina...says it better then me....Listen to yourself...you'l know...
(open as New/seperate window...)
Nina you are a Healer to me...
sing along
Lost in day to day.....So I turned another way
with a laugh, a kind hello.... Some small talk with the few friends that I know
I forget....I'm not over you For a while... With an easy grin.....an a smile to put them in With so many other lives to listen to And some music...that I've got to do I forget that I'm not over you.. for a while Days go by with no empty feeling,
And I work an work an work..I forget..
Until I go home and touch my hair and feel my skin And remember....that you gone. People say to me....you need company When you have some time to spend Drop around and meet a friend They forget that I'm not over you for a while I can't go on...without you..
Your love is all...I am living by...
I know what all tells....me...I love you... I love you....I..dooo.... 7/6/2006 Today’s Present will Change Your Tomorrow…Learn and Move on…Every day in every single way we are consciously or unconsciously changing our future. What we do now is going to affect our tomorrow and of course….what we don’t do...will still be….changing it… As you read this you may think, “Oh but so obvious” but hey...Pause and just think…things that we do knowingly, is nothing but simply planning for what we want in our lives to be like…but…on the other hand things that we don’t plan and yet they happens everyday...things that we do not…have much control on. Be it…Loosing the most valuable Gift of your life(hint hint)…or something as silly as Missing our bus to work or even….misplacing our keys or worse come worse falling sick just before your wedding…you might just curse your fortune at that very minute...and scream and say Why me…But think again it might just be one of your most luckiest moments……moment which will shape out what is about to come…in days…months or even years… As for now…I guess no one can be all that perfect all the time…now can they…for me...the work has been more then kind…(which to confess I cant handle anymore, it is driving me insane) but however..what ever developments that i have been doing has been doing pretty well...commercially...but unfortunately...emotionally I have been total mess…but then I must also confess to having some amazing friends…who…even though are not close…but still have been keeping a close eye on me…and have been talking some sense in my head…to you... I say thanks for just being there…and definitely thanks for listening…every time…Undeniably…it has helped me clear up…some of the misconception that I have been harboring inside me…and guess what….not completely but for sure I feel a bit Better…although the pains inside of me is fading…and I have learnt that…Pain is inevitable…Pain comes to all…Pain arises from expectations…and that Pain is the only form of self realisation to growing and moving on…Pain is also an indication something is not right…and I need to fix it…Pain has made me better person…I guess each one of us have felt it in some form or the other..…Pain only tells me I too am human and I am alive and kicking...for those who cant feel it….are only Cold...dead. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change things…see how I could re-fix what went wrong…moments which...I wish I had not let go off…but then on a second thought I ask myself….would things be the way they are now…if I went back and had altered it…would today be any different….if I changed something then...then my present would no more be what it is now…would I be who I am and as I am…then I console myself…with the words…some one once said to me…Kissmat se Zaada aur Waqt se Phela kisiko Kuch nahi Milta... Hmmm…and then I tell myself Everything has its Time…Everyone has there Share…may be mine is yet to come…may be it came and I have overlooked it…may be it was meant to be overlooked and I will get a second chance…soon...yeah…messy ain’t it…but then I guess this is the only truth…that I know it is…and I also know I am getting there…Positive thoughts is all that I want for now…Hope…with which I have come so far…although shying away from me…for now and hiding from me in the miasma of my minds chaos…but Hope it is that we all live by…and Hope it is that will help us all come out of our slumber emotional mess.. I need to repeat this to myself…having experienced it...in my past…at many occasions…which has so far bettered my life…I must recall that belief…everytime I fall...that everything that happens, happens for a very Good Reason, and the reason is never revealed to us at the time when it occurs…But in time to come…it is what that…happens now will surely change that will happen in the future…. So for now…I am going to wait and watch…and try to control my silly heart. I am going to Learn from each fall...from each experience...and move on.....towards another day...
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